Sometimes I get really bad anxiety that the people in my life don’t like me and they only have me around because I’m what’s available to them right now but I know that’s not true and the they like me not because that’s not how the universe works and people choose to have me in their lives and they keep me there on purpose but because one time lillian took me to Taco Bell so I could take a pregnancy test and Evan washed my feet once even though I almost kicked him in the head